What you need to realize, is what you probably knew since a very young age. You are not "them", these other people. Especially those of you that know the Truth or you have this innate tendency to go to it, akin to a butterfly that tries to seek the sun. You are not like the masses of the zombies that are walking outside, and you will never be. You may try to play along, but in the end of the day, you will never be them.
"These" people just aren't butterflies many of them are acting like worms, eventhough they have potential to become something better. They are convinced by the enemy that they are worms, and whatever they are, they lurk and exist as worms.
This is because you are in your Soul something Ancient no matter from where you are coming, and nowadays we recognize this and name it as a Satanic Spirit. It doesn't have to be individual or at the mercy of filling an ego, because its far greater than that and that's also because it is shared. The same exact spirit the world tries to crush wherever they see it, be it in little toddlers and children (They actually do sacraments to remove "Satan" from children) to actual teenagers with some real hopes and dreams, the dreamers and idealists. Its the spirit of Truth and Life.
The Satanic Spirit is though ageless, nameless, and eternal. It can be found everywhere, it can leave anywhere, and exist anywhere, but at the same time it also needs a correct person to carry and cultivate this spirit.
There is no higher or lower adage, or title, anymore than this: What is the adage is how much you let this spirit shine forth, or how much you let it shine less. That's the basis of who you are and also this is internal, and at your control.
Therefore, stop judging yourself and putting yourself on the same pot as so many people outside. You don't need their three cigs of weed to relax, and you don't need their ten pounds of 70% alcohol boose to have fun, or any other insanity that is passed down as normalcy while its just abnormality. You just need to ease up your mind, relax, and ease the heavy weights lingering at the Soul.
You sure as much don't need their slavers to guide you around, either. You are intelligent, and if you devote yourself to find it out, you will understand this. On the other hand, be attentive and listen to everything around you and learn, as we are always learners. Just keep it at learning, and don't assimilate who you are into their nothingness. There is no worth to do so. You will always be depressed and disappointed if you do this.
The correct and pleasant path may seem now hard, as our generation of Satanists is just laying a foundation for others that will follow. Therefore those who build the bricks on this golden road may have it very hard sometimes. However, what we do now will help many others to come. And we will also enjoy the road we are now building by our deeds.
In the end of the day it doesn't matter what the rest of the billions did in the planet. Which mostly consists of drinking, going to the bathroom, eating and sleeping. It matters what you do. This innate individuality and Satanic Spirit is what can create change in the world. And you are here to grasp and seize this opportunity. You don't need to waste it. Again, its "THEM" that they throw away decent and beautiful opportunities to return to ignorance, only to find its death and not bliss.
Outside beyond smiles and anything else society is largely a society of Truth deprived, Soul deprived, robotic machines. Who just display feeling and emotion here and there. And the rest of who they are is what others made them, akin to a living computer program. Individuality begins when you start to exert your own Will. Such is one of the reason Satanists are needed to dedicate to Satan. Whose name to us means Truth Eternal, as it did to humans thousands of years prior. You need to dedicate to affirm your living, conscious Will, and your conscious choice to go against the forces in this time and age that try to crush it. It really is nothing new than what people thousands of years did before. Its the same thing, with slightly altered names, times, and ways of affirming it.
Lastly, the enemy is the same enemy, but names and circumstances change. These are similar obstacles that tried to keep beings from ascending to the ladder of the light and becoming a clean Soul, like Osiris, or the Sun-Soul incarnate. Nothing has really ever changed in that essence. What has also not changed is that you are not like "THEM". While "THEY" will sit down and take it, accept non-existence, you won't. Resisting one's self is useless. If you found yourself down that block even by coincidence and you decide to heed the call, you will shortly lose all faith in coincidences.
When you live your life, just know and be happy. You are not "Them". This isn't to raise you or denigrate you, its just to show you that you are different. And to make you respect this, and follow through with the being that you are. No guilt, no vain promises, just following the path that "THEY" will never be able to even closely tread. You can change everything by changing your spirit and bringing it higher. Because YOU are not THEM. And as the Ancient allegory goes. The world is not saved when its saved. Its saved when YOU are saved.
Through trying to save the world, we are just trying to also save ourselves. Your own war to conquer yourself will also be a sign to those who want to befall humanity in that no matter what, they have lost and they are losing. Because you are NOT "THEM".
-High Priest Hooded Cobra 666