Greetings to all our People and Comrades.
When one dedicates to Satan, one enters the house of Truth. One's decision is permanent, and this is really a very good thing. Everyone is accepted, but everyone is expected to advance.
Now advancing in Satanism is a very....revolutionary process. While some people may be more natural, to others it may come in time. What is for certain, is that it *WILL* come. From the written philosophy, to the findings one finds as they go, everything can be electrifying.
Naturally, everyone comes from different backrounds in everything, so everyone's advancement is accordingly affected for better or for worse. All people have entered the path though.
When I joined Satanism quite a lot years ago, I was too loke everyone else in a state of confusion. A lot of questions, a lot of aspirations and a lot of possibilties, let alone real life thinga that were running.
We can equate this to chaos. As its documented in all the Ancient Texts, the initiate will first experience confusion. Satan and the Gods were here, and I recall a lot of things, such as doubt, worry, and exhileration too. All these are natural.
In order to reach higher levels, one does not simply have to banish doubt or fear like many claim. One just has to put these in constructive use. The mind has to be slowly tamed.
From a lifetime of having your mind controlled by others, now you are starting to own it. The mind like an angry horse will be reactive, and this may drag a while, to even many years. You may fall down from the horse, even lose it, but once you learn how to ride it, it will get you in places.
The two qualities one needs is just to preserve, and to be loyal. Because there is so much misinformation around, plus one's wishful thinking, affected from a lot of factors, one can go into a difficult rollercoaster. You do not need to "expect" things, as all expectations are false.
Most people live all their lives with themselvesn, but overly concerned in only outside pursuit, they are strangers to themselves. Most people don't even know their own feelings, or their own mind, or even body. Curiosity must be a loyal pursuit.
Its quite difficult to fit everything on the same box, but also one can see and remember that this is not only a hard process, but also it can be a lengthy process.
When one begins, one needs convictions and reassrance. While there exist myriads, same as proof, one has to see that the whole history of Humanity was rooted in Spirituality. This should convince even the hardest melons. Even nowadays, mystery and occultism is everywhere, and this never changes.
Satan literally means Truth. For this reason, one to advance in Satanism, they have to open their minds up. I myself remember in my first year, did not really study any other doctrines but the main ones in the Joy of Satan.
I just wanted to know the Truth and this is why I came around. Truth will not come without shocks, and the more lies one has in their own mind, the more you have fed fake worlds, the more collapsing will happen. All of us are here because of the same innate feeling of the lies, injustice and wrongs on this world.
When I was new, and even before I was into Satanism, I remember noticing strange things such as, why do all evil people have power in the world? Why all pastors look like robots? Why one feels creeped out when they go into church? Why was "god" a jew and the list goes.
Consistency also needs something else I can only relate to as...Obsession. You must be compulsive and obsessive, not in the manner of an inbalanced personality, but in that you must let nothing put you down. A million times down, a billion times up. Its in the natural rules of existence those who perserve will win.
The main key point is for someone to always ask WHY. This is the message behind Nietzchean Nihilism. When something is answered, one is not satisfied unless one has reached the real why. There are answers to everything, and trillions of lies for each questions, but there is one Truth. Satan is that Truth.
The understanding of WHY or the Truth can only be understood the spiritual part of yourself. The male part can only follow and get expanded by the nurtuing of the female.
Upon proceeding, I had to make a lot of sacrifices in all levels. And I mean in all levels. Hours upon hours, and whole phases in my life were sacrificed completely. But I was seeing progress in the forward movement.
The more serious I got to Satan, the more serious Satan got back to me. This applies to everyone. After countless failures and also paradoxically countless successful things, I started to figure things out. Dots came together.
As to be honest, feelings of loss, insecurity, and even running into serious problems is normal. From being a slave, one raises upright and attempts to move towards the burning sunlight. One must banish self defeat however, and to always be focused on the purpose.
Keep going. For every Saturn there is a Jupiter, and with relentless loyalty anf consistency you will be crowned with victory. You are writting your own epic story, and you must value yourself and your life.
Everyone here has one common purpose. To Ascend to the Truth. You will be able to do it. You will take your time, enjoy your trip, and live your life. Be who you are. But remember, there is this story about Odin.
Odin, in order to become a God and gain the occult powers, had to sacrifice one eye. This is imperative and there will be sacrifices, in the intellectual level, in one's "beliefs" and one's subjective realities. Odin lost the eye is symbolic on how he sacrificed his old conception of non-Truth. Only then was Odin crowned a God.
No matter how many sacrifices you have done, of your time, friends, assosciations, whatever absolutely- you can always look at billions of others and see plainly who is on the right path. This will build an indestructible sense of pride and awesomeness, that will be yours forever. With your new profound awesomeness, you will make up for all sacrifices billionfold.
And maybe this is the purpose of all this sacrifice...But maybe not?
What do you think? Let's leave this up to everyone to find out!
March into the Eternal Light of Satan Comrades!